Almost done with the poly's enrolment.
1st time having to do my own administrative work,
which i realise is so troublesome.
Will someone please shove a spoon into my mouth?
Honestly, i can't describe my feelings.
I'm neither excited nor nonchalant about poly life.
It's 3 years!!freaking long..

It feels like dark clouds are towering over me.
The air is humid and suffocating.
I wriggled my fingers in front of my eyes,
that was the furthest i could see.
Darkness seems like eternity, so was the feeling.
Wails and sobs can be heard echoing down the street.
Voices i heard in my head repeated like a broken tape,
I muffed my ears as my knees wobbled me to the ground.
Tears flowed as blood streamed out of the cut of agony.
Out to get me again was the Big 'D'.
"where are you?"i muttered,in total disbelief.
Only to realise you were carrying me.


so HAPPY to have known you.
I want you to be happy too!