Again, it's not very comforting to know that i will be failing 2 out of 3 papers.
Tomorrow will be the 4th and final written.
then there's Jap oral..
and when i speak that language, people might mistaken me for speaking in Tongues!

Is it because i'm not hardworking enough?
i admit that i played hard during the hols, but who wouldn't?
Anyone starved from play would seize that opportunity.
I cried when i got home after doing my pchem paper.
I couldn't answer the MCQs at all, what more the written.
Or is it because my brain has reached it's limit?
Yes, no, i don't know.
But a blaring fact is that i could never read books when i was younger.
I'm just not a book person, Poly Pockets were my world.
Maybe i'm just wasting my time,my energy and resources,
trying to succeed in Singapore's Education System.
What exactly is the real meaning of success?
To be molded into the world's expectationS of u?

On a happy note,
received a card from eileen- encouragement card?
haha.
thanks so much dear. LMF!