Shall publicize a pic of eil and me.

Today is a pretty dull day.
And i kept nodding off during the sermon, not that the sermon wasn't good,
but i was just too tired,despite sleeping for more than 8 hrs?
That's a bad omen. seriously.
Was supposed to go study with becca after my afternoon nap, but really no mood,maybe tomorrow?

Honestly,maybe for the millionth time i'm saying this.
I'm so fed up with studying!!
It's not a drifting feeling.
It's a feeling that stays with me,with me acknowledging it or not making the difference.
I still don't believe that this is for real.
Having to do homework?!
Rushing out reports?!
PResentations?!
Lab practicals that make me feel like a utter moron twice a week?!!
oh tell me that this is just a bad dream..please.

I PREFER TO LIVE IN DENIAL.
holy crap, i have not studied despite many attempts.

ohh, i suddenly remembered what i wanted to blog about.
That is, a ridiculous statement my mum made.
she said" i will invite the whole church when u get married."
!!!!!!!
Well, maybe the reception would be at hotel 81 then???
Why on earth would u want to invite the whole church??
My ideal wedding would be an hush hush one, not because of anything btw.
Just close friends and all important people in my and my other half's life, and i think that would already be perfect.
I had other plans initially, like flying to a romantic city and coming back as a married couple.
That's all, after all, a marriage is a union between 2 people, not with the whole community right?
I don't know if i will get married anyway,and my boyfriend has to bridge my imperfections.
for example, i don't kill cockroaches, he MUST slay that disgusting brown creature.
for example, i don't wash toilets, he HAS TO wash the throne otherwise provide an alternative.
for example, i don't know how to repair a sink or change a bulb, he HAS TO BE A REAL MAN!
another thing, i can't stand guys who cry or whine, not that they should be devoid of emotions,
it's just something i have little tolerance towards.
SO MAYBE I SHOULD JUST REMAIN SINGLE!
sorry mum, i don't think you will have that glorious day.

on a random note,
i think cycle 10 of ANTM, isn't good at all.
It's like a low cost production, maybe those shown in youtube has been severely cut?
The finale showdown was over like in a blink of an eye.
The training provided wasn't as much compared to the other cycles esp.walking.
I still prefer cycle 8!

yaya.. i want to change my blog's skin,but very lazy to do so..