So drained.
Forced myself up for church today.
Rushed to get ready. wasn't late.=)

Supposed to be studying for pchem quiz.
Cause i don't get anything that the teacher had said.
He speaks cheemology lars!
But really no mood to study.
Then the pchem book which is due next week have problem.
That is the topic story i'm writing on is out of point.
Trying to stick as close to the proposal, buts.

church today was great.
i love jean and fion,
but deep inside i'm scared.
scared that things would turn ugly like it did the other time.
I'm not being paranoid, i accept responsibility for whatever has happened,
buts.

i dun know why is it so difficult to remain as friends.
maybe guys and me are like oil and water, we can never mix.
what aunty said was true, good people do not have 'hao ren' printed on their foreheads.

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