Sometimes, on my way home from school,
i smile to myself.
recalling the hours just before.
The funny incidents that happened, the gossipings.
But recently, smiling seem to get harder.
maybe it is because the common test is drawing nearer.
Stress is getting in.
But i have not started revision, despite trying to like yesterday and now?
i asked my sis if i should be stressed or remain calm.
she said the later.
so i'm embracing her reply now?haa
tend to regret a lot.HMM
to you.
where are you?
where is the person who seem to be better than me at everything?
Everything.
i felt that it wasnt fair.
but looking at you now, i wonder how you are feeling inside.
i rather be envious and jealous of you.
she ask why i no longer cared.
not that i don't, but i dont know how.
i wish i can tell you all this,
someday.
gonna make 1 last attempt to study!
cy, have you came up with a good excuse?=)