thanks for the ring!
appreciate it!=)
it bothers me.
but i really do not know what to do.
not wanting to waste energy, i wish to throw it somewhere behind my mind.
i dread it. i dread you.
on other note,
some friends are just not worth the effort.
to forget you.i will.
and it still puzzles me.
it was not meant to be.
i never did believe, so i dont believe what i just saw.
apparently,a lot of things are happening.
please be more understanding even when i have a sudden outburst.
it doesnt help when i dont understand a single shit in school.
and have been late for classes every morning.
my body refuses to cooperate, and maybe my mind too.
btw, i'm not referring to the ironing of clothes.
she's just a lazy pig.
i have a dictionary full of negative words to describe her.
but hell, i dont want to be like her.
never.
at times, i do want to throw everything down.
just to find meaning or just comprehend the life that i've been living.
Ray,
i miss hugging you every moment my body is away from you.
love you so much, even though you can be so irritating.
but i guess that makes you cute!
thank you so much.
wish i could tell you.
not emo, just frustrated.
(p.s dont guess what i'm saying, this has been deliberately written as such so that it cant be deciphered much.)
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