gone.
poof*

met Eil briefly on fri.
and NO! I NEVER SAY U CHEAPO LO!
just that we got different taste,but mine higher!
hahaha

great magnitude of sadness plus a little uselessness.
i think i will miss them, for a while.

sometimes i dont understand why i dont aim high.
why i can never concentrate and why i need so much sleep.
i see no need to prove that i can do well, i at times even can be too lazy even to think.
but as time goes by, i realise that i have achieved nothing except a record of failures.

anyway, got to start pia-ing nmw!
omg. last wk left, nth much done.
DIE!