Boring post below..
When things are starting to look bright,
suddenly a dark cloud appears.
SERIOUSLY 2010 isnt a good year.
i think i screwed up a lot of projs this sem.
suddenly, there would just be a mental blockage when i'm about to speak.
i would lose my thoughts for a long moment, before gaining it back.
is it due to old age, or is it because i get so overwhelmed that i cannot focus.
never really had this problem before, so this kinda sucks.
i dreamt that i failed my exam too.
and had to retake a module..
it ended with me pleading with ms tai "dun want lar, i want to graduate"
hahaa. not very funny.
i feel my confidence dropping with each setback.
a little by little.. with the biggest decrease when i was in.. ahem*
but thru it all, i realise that i have got lots to learn from chi ying.
she's damn good at PR. hahha.
i've got so much more to learn, and i'm not grumbling about it!
it's these things in life that makes life more lively.
right now, i feel like taking a leap.
but it's only small baby steps for now.
i need to grow up fast.
"if you want something, grab it"
and i want to go back to church asap. cos it's impossible to live w/o You.
It's too late to give up! =D