It's past bedtime, but my mind is running on the energy fuelled by coke.
Ms brain is being stubborn, honestly, i am bothered by the fact that i have to write an article.
or rather, attempt to
it has been years since i've written anything, other than a blog post lah.
i know my style of writing, short and to the point. no way am i to go on and on about nothing, not even 1 word more.
So this certainly has pressed me a little bit.
However, work seems smoother. people seem nicer and more normal.
they talk abt life, they joke, they think abt the coming hols, yet still do their work.
i definitely feel safer there. =)
Still, i'm trying to adapt. Trying.
6mths is too long lar. results next wk!
as usual, there's nth for me to lose. cos i've always wanted 3mths.
As i got older, i stopped trying.
i realised my limits and wrapped myself around them.
i am constantly reminded of my abilities, or lackof.
it never occurred to me as to why i stopped, i just gave up somewhere, and it became part of me, eventually.
thinking back today, i think i see a dim light at the far end of the tunnel.
it will take a while, a lifetime, when will i get there?
why are dogs always enthusiastic to go out, even when they go to the same place everyday?
that's why Ray is always happier than i am.
there's so much to learn frm dogs!
adopt one today! hahahaha