Today has been a rather disappointing day.
This dreadful feeling just eats into me.
It's really not easy, at times, i wish i can take the easy way out.
I wish the ground would just open up and swallow me in.
I wish, and i wish.

The only happy event which happened recently was that i passed my driving.
I felt lighter in that instant.
It is just too painful and bank-breaking to fail another time.

Besides that, i can't find something worth mentioning about.
but you see, being negative is also very draining for the mind and for the body.

Everyone wants a taste of success, right?
success is sweet.


hmm..