There's so much going on the the world that it feels like everything is going to fall apart soon.
Everywhere in the world, something bad is happening.

Why in the world do we want to socialize?
if, we bring in theories, then yes, we are genetically wired to be social creatures.
What would it be like if everyone keep to themselves?
Would there be less conflict in the world?
Look at what connectivity has brought us,
are we really benefiting from all these social interactions?
join the dots, i think it pretty much explains the wars going on virtually and in reality.

I find myself becoming less human-friendly.
Sometimes i just want to disappear.
i wish i were a wallpaper in a room, there but unnoticed.
i dont want to subscribe to social norms, i dont want to adopt a herd mentality.
but i catch me convincing myself of the pros of doing so.
i cant dig out any respect for her, i know i will live to regret it one day.
but there are issues i'm struggling with.
i just cant comprehend.
yes, i am rude.
but i dont want to pretend that i'm interested to know you,
because i am not.