Received an email from my tutor today.
I think he is sounding me out that i'm lagging behind my peers.
It's rather disheartening.
Truth be told.
Competition is stiff in this class.
There are many who are bright, if not, eager to work hard.
Me?
I was grieving for about my loss of friendship for the past few months.
My work ethics aren't very high, so are my expectations.
I just like to whack my assignments and used to be able to get away with that.
It just became worse now that I ain't as motivated for various reasons.
My attention and energy was pretty much diverted to everything except school work.
I kept having to practise to brush up my basic skills in floorball because there are many talented players in the group.
It was seriously time consuming.
Work also took up a lot of my time and energy.
I had to get used to the environment, know the basics of the job.
I only have myself to blame.
Guess i was slacking too much.
Sleeping in, lazing around and going out whenever i had time in my hands.
Eventually it boils down to self-discipline.
OHH.. so it coming back to haunt me again.
i dont know what is expected of me.
Guess i will have to meet him to discuss some things.
hmm.